I think I should stop thinking about mah past.

People tend to run away from the past, because they know they can't fix it. Even if they try to forget it, it will come back at them, because they didn't fix it yet, because every time people try to fix it with a broken heart or with a weak heart. At the end of it, they tend to ignore it and stop trying to fix it, and continue living in a full of doubt and regret in the present time, and maybe...in the future....

You know what, the past doesn't matter! what does matter is the present time and the future, don't ever forget the past but learn from IT though.