'Jom Pigi Water World' Event

Dikhaskan kepada ahli-ahli BSMM terutamanya yang telah menyertai kursus jurulatih beberapa hari lalu.

Tempat: Water World, Taman Tun Fuad, Jln Bukit Padang (btl ka apa sy tulis ni?)
Tarikh: 21 Disember 2010, Selasa (kelmarin)
Masa: 11.30 kumpul di terminal kk, 12pm mula baranang!

Saya datang sana pukul 11am, kawan sy sorang lagi si Robert datang sana pd pukul 9am lg, paling manang la tu orang, semangat ni. Tepat pukul 11.30am gitu, saya dan Robert jalan terus ke Water World, malas mau tunggu orang, kata pukul 11.30am jumpa kat terminal kk, ini jam 11.30 baru bangun pagi!

Tanpa membuang masa, kami jalan terus. Sampai di water world sja, kami terjumpa sorang lagi member, QD nama panggilannya, dan sorang adik lelakinya. Robert pun terus melompat masuk ke dalam kolam tanpa menunggu kami, sebab masa on the way ke Water World dari perhentian bas dekat hospital bukit padang tadi memang panas, cukup2 la sy dapat sunburn dari kem hari tu, nanti mandi di WW lagi, ada lagi 'tanda setingkat'(tanda sunburn bergaris di antara yang terkena sunburn dan yang ter-cover oleh ssuatu sperti pakaian atau topi).

Pastu datang sorang pegawai dari BSMM, dia sorang jurulatih kawad kami di kem tersebut, nama panggilannya si Hantu, sebab anak mata dia basar dan menakutkan.

Pastu penganjur event ini datang mau dekat pukul 2pm, kau lah paling WIN! MANANG!

Akhirnya yang datang ke WW hanya Robert(si ohm), Tracy (si hantu), Ryn (si gay), Matthew (pondan), Glen (ktua pondan, bdk Eurasian), Eleen Wong(M&M), Em-em(mama), CJ, Alias Liew (penganjur), QD (desperate poser), adik QD (Valeen), Edna (ex si Ryn) dan Virut (si bingung/antivirus).

Berenang puas2 sehingga pukul 5pm, pastu sempat lagi pergi makan dan minum di restoran yang berdekatan. Masa on the way ke perhentian bas dekat hospital bukit padang tadi kami disiram air hujan.

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Gambar-gambar

Em-em dan Eleen

Hantu Berenang

Trip Kiut

Barisan Naga chiplak

Jerung wannabe

Kicik

Water World Next Top Model (bdk Eurasian sama Dusun 'sasat')

Lompat!

Tarabang

More Tarabang

Yang Paling Lama Berada Di Sana

Kursus Jurulatih Kawad Kaki Siri Khas 2010

Telah berlangsung selama 9 hari iaitu mulai dari 4 Disember sehingga 12 Disember.

Mari saya mulakan dahulu dengan cerita what the hell is this camp all about? Ia adalah kem pra-jurulatih kawad. Tidak peduli muda atau tua, kem ini adalah khas hanya untuk semua ahli BSMM. Kem ini sebenarnya kem pemilihan untuk ujian kawad kaki di Kem Lok Kawi pada bulan Mac Tahun 2011 nanti. Ahli yang paling muda ikut ni kem adalah, budak berumur 13 tahun, manakala yang paling tua ialah, 30-an tahun. Tempoh sebenar kem ni adalah selama 3 bulan, tapi oleh sebab penganjur kem dia ni excited sangat, dia kurangkan tempoh dari 3 bulan ke 9 hari sahaja, memang agak gila la kem ni, tapi tidak lah menakutkan betul berbanding dengan kem yang pernah saya ikut yang dianjurkan oleh orang yang sama.

Oki pastu, bagaimana saya ter-joined kem ni pla?

Pada mulanaya, ada sorang ahli yang tak la seberapa aktif ni marah2 kat saya, marah tentang sy tak pandai simpan resit keahlian BSMM dia. Tapi nampaknya, masalah tu bukan masalah saya, sy telah edarkan resit yang sy simpan tu kepada semua orang kecuali saya punya dan seorang lagi ahli yang pemalas bernama Suzie.

Thanks to that person, sy pun bercadang untuk mengaktifkan diri saya semula dalam persatuan ini. Tiba2 sorang pegawai BSMM me-recommend-kan kem ini kpada sy, seminggu sebelum kem ini mula. Reaksi sy ialah,

"DUDE! boleh awal sikit kah inform sy pasal benda ni?? Minggu depan sy ada final exam lah...aduss!"

Akhirnya saya pergi juga.

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Sebelum latihan kawad bermula, kami kena buat senaman pagi dahulu iaitu lari pusing sekeliling padang sebanyak 2 kali, pastu membuat pemanasan badan, tiba2 ada latihan karate lagi.

Pelajaran kami dibahagikan kepada dua, pertama ialah mengajar kawad (hari kedua sehingga hari keempat), kedua pula kawad setingkat(hari kelima sehingga hari ketujuh). Dan ada dua ujian teori(hari ketiga dan hari keenam).

Kedua-dua pelajaran kawad praktikal kami diajar hanya dalam tempoh sehari, sehari lagi untuk pra-ujian, dan sehari lagi ujian ujian sebenar.

Latihan kawad kaki biasanya bermula dari pukul 9am sehingga 5pm atau pukul 7pm di padang Chung Hwa, Likas. Lepas balik dari padang kawad ke kem kami iaitu di Cawangan Likas, kami ada latihan seterusnya pula iaitu latihan menghafal bahasa hukuman kawad, kalau bahasa hukuman dia pendek saja tak apa, ini punya main panjang, pastu keesokan harinya pla adalah pra ujian kami. Hari ketiga pula ujian sebenar dah!

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Seterusnya sy ingin luahkan sedikit perasaan yang positif dan negatif tentang kem ini.

The good news (positive reaction)-

Seperti mana2 kem yang pernah saya ikut, kem ni memang agak tegas juga lah, tapi tidaklah setegas kem yang pernah saya ikut bertahun lalu. Kem ini juga agak spesial, lepas habis ujian kawad saja kami boleh keluar melawat ke bandar Kota Kinabalu.

Makanan dan minuman dia pun ada peningkatan dari segi kualiti dan kuantiti berbanding kem yang lalu, kenapa? sebab cukup air, dan ada disediakan teh lagi. Bukan macam dulu kalau air tak cukup sja, air paip saja lah harapan.

Dulu tak boleh bawa makanan dari luar tapi kem ni boleh pula.

Masa pendaftaran tiada kena jerit2, teda main hempas meja, tiada orang nangis masa pendaftaran! Ahli2 BSMM kali ini memang bernasib baik betul.

The bad news (negative reaction)-

Sebenarnya agak kurang la juga, sebab saya tak suka komplain benda remeh temeh, tetapi hal tentang MARUAH ini memang saya ambil berat sangat.

Saya tak peduli kau ketua kah member biasa kah, semua orang pun ada maruah. Awak inginkan kehormatan? YOU SHOULD LEARN TO RESPECT OTHER if you want respect!

Patutkah saya respect seorang leader yang bersifat BIAS ni? Memalukan membernya di khalayak ramai, masa orang buat kerja dengan aman, tiba2 datang orang yang sama ini mensabotaj kerja kami. Melanggar orang dengan bahunya lalu berkatakan "HMMPP!" ketika berlalu berhadapan dengan orang ini.

Gilakan perhatian punya orang, don't care about rules and regulation because he/she got connection.

Don't worry, Karma will attack you back and we don't know what might happen outside camp the next time i meet you.

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All in all, semuanya okey, yang penting kami datang ke kem ini bukan ingin bergaduh tapi ingin mendapat kemahiran dan belajar kawad di tahap yang lebih tinggi untuk jadi jurulatih kawad kaki di cabang dan cawangan BSMM masing-masing.

Gambar-gambar:

Kawad Setingkat

Ayat hafalan

Muka Selepas Cubaan Menghafal 36 Bahasa Kawad

Medicine For Sore Throat

Percubaan Untuk Escape Dari Latihan

Salah Seorang Pegawai BSMM

Ultraman Wannabe

Lady GAGA Wannabes

Muka Tekanan

Tambah Tekanan Aku

Mentang-mentang aku duduk di kerusi belakang...

JADI KO PIKIR KAU ADA PELUANG MAU ***** SAYA LAH?

Tunggu 100 Jam lagi!

Oki cukup merepek...

Petang kelmarin, seperti biasa petang yang membosankan. Masa dah masuk ke dalam bas, adalah konon-kononnya sebijik kerusi paling speSIAL tersedia di paling belakang bas tersebut, di mana di sebelah kanannya ada seorang lelaki tua dan seorang budak kecil, dan sebelah kirinya pula ada dua orang perempuan yang berperangaikan...pelik sedikit.

Tiada orang 'berani' ambil, jadi saya rebutlah peluang ini untuk duduk di kerusi itu.

Relaks betul saya duduk di kerusi itu sampai tertidur, NAAAAH! mula lah cerita hangat!

Saya tak perasan masa tu, perempuan yang duduk di sebelah kiri saya ni letak kakinya di paha saya, saya pula apa lagi;

MAMA MIA! This is so uncomfortable!

Kecil sangat ka saya sehingga paha saya pun ko mau telan guna kaki kau? Jangan ja punggung kau sekali diletak di atas badan saya lepas ni. Tapi bukan dia saja yang buat saya rasa tidak selesa, lelaki tua di sebelah kanan saya ni pun sama! Sengaja dia lipat tangan dia macam tu tali, supaya tangan kanan dia boleh ambil kesempatan mau pegang badan saya kunu.

Nah apalagi, mengeras la saya sepanjang perjalanan.

Kenapa bah manusia ni?? pelik! Is my gender is too ambiguous to you?

Kemudian perempuan ni pun turun juga akhirnya di simpang ke jalan perpustakaan. Adalah sudah tempat duduk kosong di sebelah kiri, lari aku ke sana sampai ke hujung sampai tercium jendela dan sampai kasih keluar kepala di jendela.

Lepas tu ni orang tua pun bubut (kejar) saya, ketara tidak puas hati ni. Nah apa lagi! Mula dah melipat tangan dia semula supaya tangan kanan dia boleh di-cover oleh tangan kiri dia semasa berprojek.

Kesyokkan betul ni, kesyokkan memegang muscle tangan orang adalah, tangan saya tu budu! Membelai ni! Bukan kucing tu budu! MUSCLE BAH TU!

Saya pun dengan tidak sedap hatinya membuat genggaman di kedua-dua tangan saya sampai nampak tu ketulan buku lima saya, saya pelatih karate jadi biasalah buku lima saya besar sedikit untuk orang yang kecil seperti saya.

Kasih cracking sikit the knuckle seperti orang bersedia untuk menumbuk, orang tua itu pun mula berasa sedikit ragu-ragu dengan saya.

Ow~~ Boleh bah kalau kau, saya pun membuka zip beg saya untuk mengambil sesuatu yang berwarna kelabu. Mahu juga saya kata, "kau nampak ni? kelabu ni skarang! Jadi merah ni nanti!"

Lepas tu saya pun berjaya menakutkan orang tu, dia pun menyesarkan punggungnya sejauh 1 kerusi dari tempat duduk saya. Perang psychology yang tidaklah se-psycho manapun, SUCCESS.

Saya pun berasa ragu-ragu juga, sebab benda yang berwarna kelabu tu bukan pisau la, tapi sudu yang saya simpan di dalam beg sejak semester lalu lagi.

Trip To Kudat!! YAY!!

Kudat? Where is that??

=O

Telinga sebelah kiri Sabah. woof! woof!

This Trip is actually for our Malaysian Study subject assignment, dan betapa bagusnya kerja kursus ini sajalah kami boleh taip dalam Bahasa Malaysia, oki enough for the keskemaan, meluat sy.

Cerita mula2 dia begini,

Pada 13 November 2010.

SAYA LAMBAT SAMPAI ke tempat meeting point kami, di Padang Merdeka. Nasib tak kena kasih tinggal bas.

Virut: Kamu dimana uda?

Anizah: D cne da ne, ko?

Eyntan: d padang merdeka eda. cpt la ko mo jam8 uda ne..

Virut: Awl lg bha, hoho (macam orang budu ja sy sini)

*Check jadual*

pukul 7.00am - 8.00am mesti berada di Padang Merdeka Kota Kinabalu.

*Check jam di handphone*

pukul 7.55am

KO LAH PALING MANANG!! Baru ko tau.

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Sikit lagi sy kena langgar kereta masa tu.

Sebahagian dari pelajar yang ikut trip ini.

Geng Bas Ekspres...oki cukup macho dah tu...

Anizah & Eyntan

Destinasi pertama kami!

Minumlah madu banyak2 kat sini.

Destinasi kedua!



It's a Gong factory!

Destinasi Ketiga





Rungus Longhouse!

Dan yang keempat dan yang terakhir!




Itulah tempat2 istimewa di daerah Kudat, Sabah. Sebenarnya bukan itu saja yang ada di Kudat, tapi oleh sebab kami hanya mpunyai 2 hari 1 malam saja masa lawatan di Kudat, so that's all we can visit at the moment, nanti sy mau pegi lagi, hohohoho~~

Miscellaneous

Artis

Peminat

More kipas...i mean peminat(fan).

=O

It is actually this BIG!

Tayar Bas x Lumpur

Ko lah paling manang!

wazzap!

mamam time!

dan tidur...zzz

Bunch of noob politicians

"The past is the past so what?"

So you say you're being indifferent to the history's mistakes?

Day after day I started to get bored with political world that is going on in this country with all those pro-government medias that love to manipulate people's mind and starting to get oppressive bit by bit without we realize it, it's obvious since the so called 1Malaysia ideology manifested.

Those who have been living with privilege in this country started being so oppressive and aggressive by using law that they have made years ago. Just face it! there's no original people with pure blood in certain kinds of race here in Malaysia, you want united country with united people, you have to treat everyone equally! What is with this "HIDUP *insert race here*" stuff hah? Humans are unlike trump card, they have emotion, isn't that obvious?

If not, then someday for sure, there will be a rebel that will change the flow of this country. Seriously.

I HATE following the flow or the trend all the goddam time if the flow is heading toward the collapse of the country's people.

Makin lama dia memerintah, makin angkuh dia jadi.

kinpanas

Listuran's Birthday

on 13th October last week.

I should have blogged about it last week but got no picture of it in this computer but ow well...

Now behold c jonggos! Tha birthday boy! Happy 21st birthday to him!

Peace sign WIN

We went to Kampung Nelayan to celebrate his birthday, it was my idea actually, my mom was a bit skeptical about bringing my dad along cuz we all afraid of having that old man drinking too much alcoholic beverage cuz if he start drinking 1 bottle, he will get another 2 and next next next...but at that time he was in control of himself, congratulation dude!





His facebook -Link-

RACISM among us

Racism, racial stereotype, someone being racist to you and blablabla...

You see there's no country can get away from this issue, even you live in a peaceful country, it won't be a forever-perfect-peaceful-wonderful country for you. Always remember this and so harden your heart by any racist remarks.

Another thing is, what makes one become racist in the first place? Being too proud of its race? Arrogant? nationalism? or someone being racist to you and you want to hit them back real hard with some racist remark, so yeah of course those are some of the factors, but those are actually only some of the symptoms, so how to control these symptoms?

It is just one of the infamous chain-of-hatred stuff going on in human's life. Orang kata percobaan hidup.

Always remember that we are all RACIST. Denying it makes the problem worse because we stop questioning our own prejudice, and prejudice is something that creeps out when we least expect it.

If you're too sensitive over a racial issue, sorry to say because this type of people has not yet attained a mental maturity.

Related article:
-Stoicism

Apabah juga benda pasal SABAH ni??

This is based on my own point of view ah, others may differ.



Talk about RESTAURANT, kebanyakan restauran yang sy pergi tidak original, hampir kesemua yang pernah sy pergi mesti ber-fusion-fusion; macam contoh Restauran Banu di Gaya Street, masakannya selalu bertukar2 dari Indian cuisine ke Malay cuisine ntah apa lagi cuisine yang kena masak, biasanya lepas kolej sy ke sana untuk makan roti canai atau martabak.

Satu lagi restauran kegemaran sy di Gaya Street ni, Restauran Nuryana, by its name only it's obviously a Muslim restaurant, but i won't call it a Malay restaurant because again it's a fusion restaurant. Biasanya sanalah meeting place geng2 sy untuk buat assignment, masa berehat, dan jumpa orang.
Biasanya sy order macam2 di sana, semua lauk dia sadap, so?

Orang Dusun, Kadazan, Rungus, atau Illanun, Bajau, Bugis, sangat susah mau kasih beza sebab smua ni pandai bertukar2 gaya atau sama saja, dan biasanya juga kebanyakan orang Dusun atau yang bersekutu dengannya nampak macam orang Cina, tapi kadang2 nampak macam orang Bajau dan lain-lain lagi.

Ada juga yang namanya bunyi macam orang Melayu tapi bukan Muslim.

Ada seorang kawan sy dari sekolah menengah yang hebat bertutur dalam bahasa Hakka(Cina) dan Tamil tapi dia orang Bugis, tapi bukan bugis original lagi sebab--

Kahwin campur di sini adalah perkara biasa, ada satu lagi restauran cina ni yang ada banyak orang India dan Pakistan di dalamnya.

Jangan terkejut kalau tiba2 suatu hari nanti kau terjumpa orang Bajau atau mana2 yang nampak macam orang Melayu atau Muslim cakap Cina dengan lancar, dan orang Dusun lagi suka cakap Cina atau Filipino atau mana2 bahasa lain, semua tu perkara biasa.

Bangsa Melayu bukan bangsa majoriti di Sabah.

Apa yang majoriti? Mixed blood, and they are proud of it cuz that's what makes Sabah's identity. It's about blending, blending~

Kebanyakan orang di Sabah bertutur lebih dari dua bahasa.

BAH, prefix atau suffix kegemaran orang Sabah tidak peduli apa bangsa. Kadang2 sy rasa lucu juga kalau terdengar pelat Sabah yang terlampau keras like my parents'.

But like any other Malaysian and Singaporean, we also say 'LAH' consistently.

Ada macam2 dialek di Sabah, ikut region la, macam Bahasa Malayu di Semenanjung Malaysia juga bukan semua bunyinya sama.

Jangan terkejut kalau suatu hari nanti kau masuk restauran Cina, tapi tukang masak dia orang Muslim.

Talk about stereotype, I would say just give up on it. Like any other places, it
is always not a good idea to know about one's culture unless you understand it from the inside.

Malas sy mau ambil kisah dengan orang yang suka betul ingin memecah belahkan kesatuan ini. Bukan saja di Sabah tapi di seluruh MALAYSIA.


Bahasa Pasar FTW

lol

YesterNIGHT

YASS! yesternight i mean yesterday's night was full of win moments between me and my dad...DAMN AGAIN with that old man!

;OOOO

It happened somewhere around 9pm - 10pm, i was reading some articles in the net during that time until my dad came home, i thought he wasn't drunk that time cuz usually if he's drunk he would come back home around in the midnight.

So i went and open the garage's gate outside obviously to let the car in, so then after i opened the gate, that car was like...

VROOOOOOOOOMMMMMMMMMMMM!!!!!!!!!!

and gets into the garage without knowing i was still standing by the gate, and so i immediately ran towards the living room's door as fast as i could before that car run over me. I almost shit my pants that time.

*my cool has been cracked*

;O

From that moment also i knew he was drunk. Me, still shivering tried so hard to get my ass back up, and ran into the kitchen.

and why the hell i ran to the kitchen for?

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Then that old man also gets into the kitchen,

"KID! make me an omelet!"

"how many egg?"

"3 eggs, nah...gimme 4 la...*oik* JUZ GIMME 6 eggs i can finished em off"

"mmm..."

Dad loves using strong dialect when speaking.

"GIMME 10 LAH!*"

"BAH BAH can bah if you!!", my thought.

"MIOOOOOOWW!"

a failed high-pitched voice of a cat is heard.

"KID! yo wanna kno wat? cat's meat is the most delicious thing ya would ever eat when it's cooked!"

"No thanks, and please don't shout at nigh-"

"BUT AGAIN!! many many meats ah! human's meat is the best! yo kno wat?? back before..."

"don't say it! don't say it!"

"where are mah eggs??!!"

"Down under your pants!!", almost about to say that.

Then he took out another drink from the fridge, it's called 'Tiger' and one is 'Heineken', check it in google if you don't know what's that.

Then he lights a cig, and asked me,

"do you smoke?"

"NO"

"don't ever trya smoke ah kid!", while exhaling cig's smoke.

"mmmm....grrr..."

After a while. He then fell asleep on the kitchen floor. What i found cute is there were 3 kittens (teenage cat) sleeping on top of my dad's body; one was on the tummy, another one was on dad's 'thing', and one was near the groin.

Pada suatu petang di dalam bas yg...

SESAK!

Dah jadi perkara biasa dah, stiap kali naik bas pada waktu petang mesti bas jalan Sepanggar sesak, tapi hari ni sy dapat tempat duduk, yay! mestilah happy cuz im friggin tired after exam and filled my tummy with Roti kosong dan Martabak tadi.

Oki ceritanya begini...

Selepas dapat tempat duduk saja tadi, sy pun meletak beg sandang sy di tempat duduk kosong di sebelah saya, don't mean to, bukannya bermaksud tak mau kasih duduk orang, saja ja sebab kepenatan, main hempas ja badan di atas tempat duduk bas tu.

huuu~

Tiba2, ada sorang makcik ni..eh! kakak tak silap saya tapi yang penting dia lebih tua dari saya, ingin duduk di sebelah saya dan tanya,

"boleh sy duduk sini? *insert smiley face here*"

"ah, sori..."

*angkat beg dari tempat duduk kosong di sebelah saya tadi*

Benda pertama yang saya sedar pasal pompuan ni is her breast, basar budu!

Masa saya sedang ingin angkat beg saya tadi, sy ternampak kerusi di seberang tempat duduk saya tu kosong, tapi napa dia mau duduk di sebelah saya juga?

aaah...watever...

Dia duduk ja di sebelah saya, saya pun mula sesak nafas! arrgghhh!! Basar tul ni orang! ditambah lagi dgn gunung dia, kesempitan digandakan ke level 100.

This is uncomfortable...

Yang menakutkan pula, dia ni asyik2 senyum ja...

=_____=

ooohhh....tidaak...

Yang paling sengsara lagi, masa bas tu ingin membelok di roundabout, well you get the picture...

*uuuurrmmm...!!!* dalam hati saya.

Pastu masa dia ingin turun dari bas di Likas tadi lagi, dia mau tekan loceng yang trletak di sebelah kiri atas sy (sy duduk dekat tingkap), gunung dia secara tidak sengaja terkena muka sy, masa jari dia ingin menekan loceng tersebut, gunung dia pun menekan muka sy.

aaarrggghh!!! T_______T

*lalu dia pun turun dari bas*

Sempat lagi sy melihat dia di luar dari tempat duduk sy dgn muka biasa sy, muka blank. Dia pla dgn muka senyum dia melihat sy...oh gawd...*shivering*

pastu sorang lelaki middle age yang sedang berdiri di dalam bas ni pun ambil tempat duduk kosong di sebelah sy.

Mula2 sy cool ja sambil menikmati angin dari jendela di sebelah sy, TIBA-TIBA! Entah apa yang buat orang tua ni ingin merapatkan badannya pada sy, makin lama makin rapat, ditambah lagi dengan tangan dia diletak di atas kerusi di depan sy.

OW SHIT!!!

This is so uncomfortable!!

Kemudian sy lihat di jalan depan dimana bas ni ingin tuju, ada ROUNDABOUT!!

And then i must scream, "WHAT THE F*CK!!!" Dalam hati la, ko gila ka mau teriak dalam bas.

Lepas dah lalui jalan neraka tadi, bas ni secara tiba2 membuat brek kejutan ketika berada di atas jambatan dekat yayasan Sabah, tangan tu orang pun terjatuh dari genggaman di atas kerusi depan sy ke atas paha sy...

Tapi nasib paha sy 'dilapisi' dengan beg sandang sy, kecian ko orang tua! HAHA today is not your luck! Jangan harap la!

Dalam hatiku berkata, "bila la orang ni mau turun...aaahh...dan bila la sampai rumah sy ni...aaahh..."

Tiba2 dia menggeselkan kaki kirinya pada kaki kanan sy, F**K DAMMIT old man!

This is super uncomfortable!!!!!!!

Lepas saja tiba di 1Borneo, dia pun turun...aaahh...akhirnya...

Sy pun mula scanning appearance dia dari atas smpai bawah; waw... perut buncit, muka berbulu, kimak punya orang Dusun! <---ejek bangsa sendiri.

Akhirnya sy boleh relax..fuuhh~

Pastu ada sorang makcik ni pun mula ambil tempat duduk disebelah sy, perkara pertama yang berlaku adalah, payung dia terkena muka sy.

*Inner Chaos*

Driving class

Yesterday i registered myself for a driving lesson, i was a bit sad and happy because first my big bro didn't finished his, and second im happy because starting this time im gonna start learning how to drive yeah~

I was sitting for like 5 hours+ in a classroom listening to the lecturer lecturing about some basic stuffs.

but still im not gonna focus on it just yet cuz i got final exams to focus on right now, so yeah. babai

Merdeka! Merdeka! MERDEKA!!

Bagi sy la kan, merdeka ni BELUM HABISHHH lagi.

I mean, 31st August is not really the real independent day, this independent date is only involving the Peninsular Malaysia(West Malaysia) not the whole Malaysia, 16th September is which both Peninsular and Borneo Malaysia merged where as we know it as the Federation of Malaysia.

What makes me sad is, most of the youngsters don't really care about this kinda stuff, it's like they just take it for granted, the old generations have tried so hard to make this country as an independent country, so please learn to be grateful lar.

What makes me sad even more is, i saw this one picture of this dude commented about one of the Malaysia's state in Borneo Malaysia, where i'm staying at and born at.

Oki...banyak dia tau

I mean dude c'mon lar~~ don't try to be westerner here, there's nothing wrong to stay at a place that is not so accommodate like where you used to stay at, what so good about being so MODERN and forget yourself? Our ancestors in the past can live in such hard environment but they didn't complain about it, at least it's not fully JUNGLE here right?

Even the Australians and other tourists know to love the wild nature.

Orang2 karas lol

Happy independent day everyone.

Stoicism

Being calm doesn't mean being a flat character.

I'm being quiet most of the time is not because i'm afraid to fight back or afraid of any conflict or anything that has to do with cowardliness, even though you think you're right and *insert name here* is wrong, but then again, what if that person also think that way? what's gonna happen then?

I used to fight back, i don't care who they are, and after that i learned from it that it's just gonna make things worse, then what is the best action then? Give in.

Let them do what they wanna do, just take care your own moral belief system.

Not everyone can do it, cuz it needs strong patience, high self-esteem, rationality, and a strong heart. If you can do it, you actually have won, so be proud.

Stubbornness, egoism, jealousy, all these bad traits can be manipulate into good use actually. For example, use your stubbornness to fight any bad influence. Use your egoism to be better and think bright everyday, and stop hating urself. You can use ur jealousy to improve urself (like egoism)

You see, not everything that is bad is only good at being bad. It's like negative and positive charge, anything in this world is like these two opposite counterparts, black and white, yin and yang, good and bad. Not everything will always gonna be good nor black, nothing will keep on being static or permanent.

So when your parents or anyone older nag at you, don't try to fight back, you know that's impolite. Just treat it as emotional challenge, to win it is by giving in.

It's gonna be hurt at first, it won't be hurt in the future. If you talk/fight back to them, it's gonna be hurt for a long period of time.

A little suffering is good for the soul.

Always remember that we are bad men living among bad men, and only one thing can calm us; we must agree to go easy on one another.

Kereta berharga RM9000+

wan sepon netaim (once upon a time), dadi sy telah membeli sebuah karita suzuki biru yg hanya berharga RM9000+ gitu, kereta tu dihantar ke garaj rumah kami oleh unknown person, dunno who...tak nampak sebab mukanya gelap, bukan apa sebab waktu tu dah pukul 10pm juga...so? so yeah.

dia antar gitu ja trus dia balik rumah bgitu saja...

pastu, pada waktu tengahari di hari seterusnya, my dad cuba menghidupkan enjin kereta tu, skali slepas beberapa CM (sentimeter) kereta tu bergerak, enjin terpadam...apalagi tu orang tua panas2 la dia diluar rumah, balik2 dia #@$@#$@#$ pasal tu penjual kereta, teringat sy si Cheng...jan2 nanti cheng jadi gini masa dia sudah besar?

(Head being slammed on the keyboard multiple times)

lepas tu sy kluar rumah, mo bagi makan kucing kunu...lumpat2 uda tu kucing pergi badan sy, kalo satu ekur aja nda apa, ini sejuta tolak sejuta bersamaan dgn 3 ekur. Masih anak kucing bah juga, itulah nakal skit.

Skali masa sy berada diluar rumah sja, tu orang tua punya mata melihat sy dgn tajam dan mula teriak,

"tulung sy tulak ni karita dulu!"

O___O

Waktu tu waktu tengahari lah, panas terik lagi tu. Ketika menolak kereta tu, tangan sy melecur lepas menekan dan meramas badan kereta yg panas tu.

"panipu tul tu mekanik! panipu!!"

tak silap sy, mum sy pernah bgtau my dad untuk jangan beli kereta ni, but..owh well...

my mum balik rumah, trus ternampak tu kereta, dan...

*chaos*

Pada suatu hari di facebook chatbox

oki sebenarnya dah lama perkara ni terjadi, seminggu yang lalu lagi...

oki sbenarnya sy tak mau la campur tangan dengan hal2 politik ni tapi ada sorang budak dari Indonesia ni tiba2 chatting ngan sy, sy kenal kawan sorang ni pun dari group page kat facebook yg b'tajuk 'Malingsia', ya orang tu yg add sy bukan sy.

tapi nama group page tu telah pun ditukar selepas sy pergi buat 'sesuatu' habis habisan, secara positif la, tiba2 mulalah ada bebrapa orang dari group tu pergi add sy as friend.

What makes them so mad about Malaysia anyway? the more i learn about it the more i learn the bad side of Malaysian people, mau tau apakah dia?

Orang Malaysia ni kadang2 boleh lupa diri dan trlampau bangga diri sebab kononnya negara ni lebih berprestij tinggi berbanding Indonesia dan negara South East Asia yg lain.

Matawang Ringgit Malaysia lebih tinggi nilainya berbanding rupiah Indonesia, kes penderaan pembantu rumah yg berasal dari Indonesia, isu curi budaya Indonesia?...ETC.

smua ni punca why Indonesian hate Malaysia, dan kebanyakan orang Malaysia ni pun being indifferent about this issues, doesn't give a damn about it, mau tunggu orang naik amuk dulu la. adui...

Benda ni dah lama berlaku dan dipendam macam gitu sahaja, apa orang tak marah?

Oki itu sebagai introduction ja, cerita sebenarnya ialah, budak sorang ni yang berasal dr Bandung, Indonesia, chat ngan sy tentang...i don't really remember but i do remember he was so resentful of Malaysia arrested those Kementerian Kelautan dan Perikanan Indonesia (KKP) yang didakwa menceroboh perairan Malaysia.

Punya tu kawan panas gila sama sy, dia lepas sgala kata2 mmmm mmmm MMM! dia di chatbox facebook sy, wow! bikin takazut eh...

Memang agak sakit hati juga cuz i don't know how to calm this guy down, then i just said to him,

"you know, you should know how to get used to this kinda life. Be open-minded, life is not fair, everyone knows that. Smua tu terserah kepada ketua negara masing2, there's nothing i can't do even you throw all those anger onto me. I can't do anything cuz im just a normal citizen like you who wants to live my life, im sorry..."

oki am i sound cynical here?

lepas tu dia tak mau chat ngan sy lagi, merajuk mungkin dia...owh boi...

trus sy pergi wall dia dan brabis minta maaf macam orang budu...

Eventually he replied,

" I was not offended at all
apologize for what? you do not offends me
and fellow human beings do have to forgive each other
^ _ ^ "

oki bah kalo ko.

Ada lah yang makan lumpur ni!

Oki tadi petang jam 5pm gtu sy prgi supermarket mau cari cd kosong kunu tapi teda pla, budu. Jadi sudah brada disana tanpa beli apa2, jadi pergi la ke bazaar brdekataan, mau beli sayap manuk.. i mean sayap ayam panggang.

Jadi, slepas brpusing-pusing ntah brapa round tu sbb susah btul mau cari mkanan kegemaran sy slain ayam panggang di jalan yang dipenuhi dgn brmacam ragam manusia sampai sy pun pening2 pala slepas terhidu bau ketiak orang yang kuat gila, boleh gugur rambut idungku kalo hidu lama2.

skali lepas jumpa dah tempat jual makanan kegemaran sy, iaitu kebab, dan cepat2 order sbelum abis diragut oleh order orang lain. Pastu ada la ni sorang abang yang berjambang lebat menggeselkan lengannya ke tngan sy, i was like..dude what the hell, sy bukan sabun tangan ko!

lepas dah dapat benda yg sy inginkan, sy blah la dari sana. Masa i'm on my way back home, trserempak pla ngan sorang budak yang brcakap sendiri, punya main bikin takut ni orang masa dia trnampak sy tadi, basar bah tu mata membeliak sama sy! sy mau lari laju2 bah tadi tapi malas sebab tu jalan berlumpur slepas dibasahi hujan tadi. shit! bad luck people! bad luck!

Masa dia mula dah maju ke arah sy, sy dgn brlagak beraninya trsenyum sinis, "ada lah yg makan lumpur ni." kata dlm hati.

........

Akhirnya sampai dgn selamat aman damai makmur sejahtera juga sy di rumah.

Adik angkat??

You gotta be kidding me!

oki, datuk sy sihat aman damai sejahtera dah slepas sy berusaha buat dia dalam keadaan 'happy', orang yang happy sembuh cepat tau (buat lagak kebudakan skejap). Skang dia dah balik rumah dia di kampung dah, malas dah dia tinggal disini lagi sebab susah dia mau buat kerja rutin harian dia; melepak di tempat kawannya dan tempat biasa dia pergi lepak selalu.

Tadi pagi ketika sy sedang mensterika pakaian dadi sy, my mom told me yang ada sorang budak yang lari dari rumah slepas b'konflik ngan ayahnya dan ingin tinggal...di rumah ni.

Dia baru berumur 16 tahun, dah lama dia brhenti sekolah atas banyak kes disiplin yg tlah dibuatnya, dan skang ni dia blajar di kolej ntah kolej apa tapi yang sy tau tu kolej swasta, and starting today dia akan tinggal di tempat ni juga.

"Jaga dia macam adik ko ah vera" my mom said.

"Perempuan ka lelaki?" i asked.

"Perempuan la" mom replied.

*Goosebumps kejap*

owh boy...

That Man

That's weird..how the hell 'he' pulls those 'things' out?

......

What? what is that thing he's pulling?

Oki the story is like this, there's a sick old man staying at our home right now, it's my mom's dad, kira datuk sebelah mama sy la.

Memang agak annoying juga la gaya dia ni, alar~ besalah orang tua kan? Memang kesian juga la sy tengok dia ni, he used to be a funny man back when i was still lil (around 5-10 yrs old). This old man has one disgusting hobby which makes me despise this guy so much after i knew about it and im the only person knew about it and it will be remained as a secret.

Well...it doesn't mean i have to hate him for the rest of my life, macam no life ja klu suka membenci ni tau. Seteruk mana pun dia dulu, dia tetap orang tua sy. Dia sedang sakit tua lagi skang ni, kenalah bagi layanan yang sebaik mungkin untuk buat dia terus dalam keadaan selesa dan pada masa yang sama juga ia buat sy dalam...MMMM

There's this one man that maybe a friend of my granddad, this guy is always come to our house and do something to my granddad's body. I thought he was a doctor until he did something which a doctor not suppose to do, i mean he was like playing-pulling-something out from my granddad's body, he didn't do anything at all than doing that.

Then i looked at him by making funny face, im curious about it so i asked him,

ME: mmmm...pa ko buat tu?

That man: Saya tarik dia punya sakit.

ME:....mmmm....apa rasa dia?

That man: rasa dia macam2-

Me: macam angin ka atau ada rasa keras2 skit?

That man: susahlah mau cakap, tapi tangan kiri sy ja boleh buat, tangan kanan sy tak boleh, tak sesensitif tangan kiri sy.

Me: mmmm....dari mana ko dapa-

Datuk sy: Ko tolong dulu isi tu botol air sy

*selepas mengisi botol air tu orang tua*

*Lalu 'Itu Orang' pun mengambil botol air tu dan pegang dgn kedua-dua tangan dia sambil whispering something*

*Kemudian bagi sama datuk sy*

Me: Ni kali apa pla ko bua-

Datuk: vera tolong dulu simpan tu piring2 sy...

Me: ah oki...

*After i done with that lil job, That Man has already gone home*

arrgghh!!! nda sempat tanya habishhhh!

I don't need drugs to start hallucinating

aahh...syok pla sy lihat anak2 kucing ni bermain pastu melompat keatas paha sy dan *SHRRRRREEEETTTTTT*.......

oki that's hurt.

Smua ni anak kucing gumuk2, tapi mama dia, pnya main licak tu susu perut dia.

Stiap kali sy lihat bnda yg sekecil sekejap sedikit mcam gini ja, benda macam ni lah yang tolong redakan bad mood sy.

Recently, I start hallucinating many things; i see something painting on the wall and it's alive. Oki now i started talking weird stuff here, but had you guys ever experienced things like that? like hearing things, seeing numbers and weird symbols and painting when you're in a state of awake? It's not like im taking any drugs before. it just FUCKING happen!!

owh well, im in a very bad mood swing since that time, i think my head is about to explode with all those so many thoughts right now.

FUCK IT!! @$#%$%^&^*^%%$@#@#

Byronic Hero (love it or Hate it?)

Really?

MAD, BAD, and DANGEROUS TO KNOW

It is one of the sub-type of ANTIHERO and most people will hate to love it because of how annoying + intense they can be portrayed or hate to hate it because of how sympathetic and magnetic they are being portrayed. Just what is it anyway?

You will know that character is a BYRONIC HERO when you felt the whole atmosphere around that character is so dark and ice cold, the whole existence of that character makes ya Goosebumps, you might think that character is either insane or mentally ill, you would feel that character is so scary, confusing, and very mysterious. Most of his clothes are black in color or any dark version of clothes (not really). That character is so emotionally disturbed but stoic, OMG TOO GOTHIC! This character is so self-centered and self-justification too much, sometimes you would think that this character is oddly romantic, and you just don’t wanna make him upset or the already dark atmosphere will starting to get thicker…

"Yo talking about me?!"

The ‘Byronic’ description is typically reserved for male characters (again, not really)

Knight In Sour Armor -> Byronic Hero -> Villain

or perhaps it's like this =

Knight In Sour Armor + Villain = Byronic Hero

Byronic Hero is a dark counterpart of an Idealistic Hero or an ace.

The Byronic Hero will either be like these:

1. He is a character that struggle to find the TRUTH of some issues. If he already knows the truth, he will try to reveal the truth through cynical action. (the good? byronic)

2. He is a villain that happens to be a protagonist. Then later on it is revealed that he was not the real villain. WTF (the anti-villain)

3. He just plain sociopath mothafucka who don't give a shit and quite selfish, and all he care is to achieve his own personal objective. (the total evil byronic)

Well still the Byronic is not much of a villain but still their action is not so different than the bad guy in the story, the only thing that makes them still being sympathized by the audiences is because they had a pretty rough life and full of tragic flaws which make things so intense and make you go "AARGH! WTF!! =O" the whole time.

Byronic Hero is usually quite educated, he knows many stuffs. His intelligent, charismatic and cunning attitude is what make this man dangerous and unpredictable.

Most of the time he always do things by himself, a freaking loner with the status of an exiled or if not he is an outlaw with no love from anyone. Don't worry, there will be more people starting to love this guy as the story progress.

Max Payne from a neo-noir video game.

Byronic Hero is prone to melodrama. He will tend to be bound by his past, a dark and troubled past.

Woohoooo~ im so sad~

The Byronic sure have quite an abusive behavior (a jerk!) and of course they don't mean to (i wish) and will feel guilty (uh-huh?) about it but they are just too flawed to be a real HERO.

That 'hero' will often struggling with himself from within, he got quite a complex and conflicting emotion which affect most of his action and all the drama in the story.

Which path should ya choose? Quick make a goddam move!

and many other negative behaviors like; self-hatred/critical, cynical and jaded, self-destructive, brooding, obsessive, and poor integrity. While the darker one, he will tend to be sexual fetish and lustful.

Their weakness and strength are their EGO. People will likely to get confused either they're on tha good side or tha bad side. Most of the time, he's on nobody sides, well he can be in anybody sides, double triple agent perhaps? The Byronic always walk in between the good and evil sides if he want or had to, he's the most neutral character in the story.

He hates to be in a crowd or anything that has to do with social shits, privilege and the higher ups, and very rebellious. Well because he has been rejected by the society, or maybe he's the one who does so.

and don't expect him to be honorable, he will always got something up his sleeve that is just plain dirty. If the byronic hero is a martial artist, expect him to play dirty fight and he may not have any redeeming quality.

He’s smiling while telling those people that celebrating his birthday to get out.

'Byronic Hero' is originally from the man called Lord Byron.



Just because they look all dark and melancholy, they are not in any way an EMO! They’re very ambitious, determined, and independent person. More likely a Gothic character.

I'm dying to know what is under his mask when watching this movie!

In my opinion, Byronic hero is like the most controversial type of antihero and a very complex character.

Many serial killer, vampire, avenger, hackers, mercenary, detective, intelligent criminal, mafia, castaway and vagabond are likely to be a Byronic hero.

Simplify:
Byronic Hero is a mix of; tragic hero, knight in sour armor, vigilante, fallen hero, broken hero, romantic hero, charismatic, Gothicism, anti-hero and anti-villain.

He can be as a loser guy or just plain normal dude at first but then shitS happen which makes him becoming almost like a villain, and then after all that he seek for redemption and becoming a good guy, he's still struggling to become heroic though. Like Scar from Fullmetal Alchemist for example.

or perhaps the author loves experimenting the character so much.

“Make the lie big, make it simple, keep saying it, and eventually they will believe it. “

Don’t you think adolf hitler fits this trope? His arrogant is tha BOOM! He's cunning, charismatic, obsessive, troubled, ambitious- he tried so hard to unite the Europe nations from his own sense of justice, super confident, caring and loyal to his family and people, mysterious even after his death.

There’s one interesting novel-graphic’s character named Vincent Nightray.


He’s quiet, very intelligent and skillful, he uses his brain to manipulate others, charismatic and magnetic, has traumatic childhood past, he can work with the bad and good people without them knowing, secretive, prone to melodrama, and people just don’t know who the hell is this dude- he’s so mysterious is.

mmm...he's not the main character actually, but if he does, we got LELOUCH in tha house!


Fetish fuel much..?

His rival is no different…not quite

........

"Humans cannot reject temptation. When they are plunged into the depths of despair, likened to hell, they will hold on to anything that may help them escape from the situation they are in, even if it's merely a spider's thread. No matter what sort of humans they are."

oki that is one good looking DEVIL right there. Many fangirls are just so crazy about this guy even though he’s obviously evil, well he's only kill villain anyway...and some poor victims who get in tha way.

Better run for your life now...

Is there any hope for a Byronic Hero to turn into tha good side? YUP! The power of love should do it.



Well most of the times, love is the main reason why Byronic hero became evil and troubled in the first place.

Like this:
Romeo: “noooo Juliet why do you have to die??” *attempt suicide*
Juliet: *woke up from her fake death* “noooooo Romeo!!!” *kill herself*

What the fuc-...
oki! most of the time they're not like that.


Many modern antiheroes are likely to be a Byronic Hero.

I know right...

If a Byronic Hero has realized their bad or evil doing, they will become a Knight In Sour Armor. If not, just kill him! Or maybe he's the one who'll sacrifice himself (final redemption)

If the story that focus on a Byronic Hero as the main character, the story would have lil or no moral value at all, the morality value is more on super evil vs evil or evil vs less evil kind of morality.

In the end, the Byronic is considered as a hero by some people and also a villain by some people.

I gotta say that i love the byronic hero cuz they're the most interesting antihero ever.

Byronic hero will usually have his light counterpart rival; if Byronic hero is a ‘dark’ type character, his rival would likely to be a ‘bright/light’ type character with more hero attributes. His rival can be his bestfriend, a HERO, an ANTI-VILLAIN, sometimes can be an idiot hero, or a LOVER.




Example of Byronic Hero characters:

-Batman (a modern vampire?)
-Severus Snape from Harry Potter
-Prince Zuko from Avatar The Last Airbender
-that dude from Iron Man, what his name again? Tony?
-Prince of Persia (game version especially in warrior within)
-V from V for Vendetta
-Veer Singh from Veer
-Frank Castle from The Punisher
-James "Sawyer" Ford from Lost
-Guts from Berserk (he's totally FIT this than any other animemanga antihero character)
-Sasuke & Itachi Uchiha
-Light Yagami
-Satan from Paradise Lost (ow yes)
-Magneto from X-men
-Vegeta from DragonBall Z
-Anakin Skywalker from Star Wars
-The Phantom (Erik) frm The Phantom of Opera
-Ciel Phantomhive and Sebastian Michealis
-Lelouch Lamperouge
-Gregory House
-Dexter Morgan
-Tony Montana
-Koinzell from Ubel Blatt
-Vincent Nightray and Glen Baskervilles from Pandora Hearts
-Ryo Narushima from Shamo
-Wee Meng Chee a.k.a 'Namewee'
-Agent 47 from Hitman movie, he's more like a villain in the game.
-Sherlock Holmes 2009 movie
-The traits of Scorpio in astrology sign can be consider as this.



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