Wednesday, August 19, 2015

ADHD & Bipolar Disorder


And woooww yeahh maddafaka! It's been a friggin while i didn't update any new post in my weirdo blog, sy tau la sy penuh dgn carutan trololol dan typo sana sini... Well fuck it~


I've just  realized that i've been diagnosed with  some mental disorder somehow, well 'they' said that but as for me, i feel good like there's no such thing as mental disorder if you don't perceive it that way...

Adhd (attention deficit hyperactive  disorder), like what the hell? I know that i hate school, i keep drawing my books at every last page of my books, i have many imaginary friends, they are from the other world or reality, i felt like i can archive anything & everything in life without any restraining nor control from anybody even my family and friends.

BD 1 (bipolar disorder type 1), i don't care nor i don't know what the fuck is all this bipolar bulshit, the only thing i do care is i just don't like to follow the crowd nor do i intend to force myself to blend in with others in a long period of time bcuz all i hear keep comin out from their mouth is complaining about life and their job, judging me for being insane, mad, nonesense about reality, i dislike the idea about faith in every man-made popular and powerful religions since it's being govern by the government, arguing with ignorant people that think they understand the symbolic meaning in their holy books, they think they trust in God but what the hell??? You didn't even met one face to face and you're just plain saying you know him/her or the angels watsoever?? I get so angry and disappointed by stupidity and ignorant, i even being called lucifer?? What the hell??  I see things that aren't there, hear em, and felt em...  you know what? They were my once imaginary friend that you guys mock when im still little, they were real, spirits are real! I just felt like im stuck in an ignorant reality, aarrgghh!! I should calm the fuck down....

Ow well.... This will be the best and awesome journey of my life! If you think you have mental disorder, think again, you're not, you're just fooling yourself.

Accept everything called life, it is precious.