At 1.40A.M. (Friday)

and Rest In Peace grandpa

I have no time to feel emotional about this, it's not that i don't care about my granpa, he's actually my best friend, my closest grandpa than my other grandpa and grandma since i was still 6. But then i know his time will come at last. Since i've encountered a best friend death from a car accident before, so i tried to disconnect some of my feeling about this man. You can say this is a defense mechanism to protect myself from having the same troublesome emotional feeling until everyone called im a cold-hearted person during his burial time.

I still remember his last word for me, it was "Jangan tinggalkan saya! saya mahu balik rumah!!"

means "Don't leave me! I want to go home!" He said when being detained at the hospital.

There's one time i still prepare food for my grandpa at my house (yes my granpa staying at my family's house), i forgot that he already 'tingtong' at that time....mmmm

ow well, it's time for pearl milk tea!
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Penat saya jadi driver setiap hari, beli barang makanan lah apa lah dan layan budak-budak...mmmmm