ABC about you, also known as LONG ASS SURVEY.

The ABCs!



A - AVAILABLE: let me scream first...NOOOOO~~



B - BIRTHDAY:August 10



C- CRUSHING ON: my cat



D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: Avocado Juice ;D



E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: Imaginary friend



F - FAVORITE SONG AT THE MOMENT: Ready When You Are by Brighten



H - HOMETOWN: Kota Kinabalu



I - IN LOVE WITH: my computer



J - JUGGLE: How?



K - KILLED SOMEONE: Kill yourself



L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: 12 hours from Sandakan to Poropok to Kota Kinabalu



M- MILKSHAKE FLAVOR: Chocolate is good for antioxidant..mmmm



N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: FOUR is death



O - ONE WISH: SUCCESS IN everything i do, i don't care what is it.



P - PERSON YOU CALLED LAST: My granpa's name is "urang tua"



R- REASON TO SMILE: ........... =] ...........im not smiling



S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD: Mindless Self Indulgence(MSI) - Stupid MF



T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: Usually 8.00am or sometimes 7 something AM.



U - UNDERWEAR COLOR: Let me check first....mmmm...



V - VEGETABLE(S): Any Leafy Vegetables, and Broccoli



W - WORST HABIT: errr....As**



X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD MOST RECENTLY: When i still 16, something wrong with my jaw at that time



Y - YOYOS ARE: YOYOS?



Z - ZODIAC SIGN: Leo (August) + Goat (Chinese horoscope)





RANDOM QUESTIONS ABOUT YOU

Your favorite number: 3



What color do you wear most: Black



Least favorite color: Pink makes me goosebumps



What are you listening to: Rebirth by Ill Nino



Are you happy with your life right now: Always the neutral brat



What is your favorite class in school: after class then after class again



Who is your best friend: My sweater



Are you outgoing: What do you think?



Favorite pair of shoes: NONE



Can you dance?: no



Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth: Lemme try first...&cough* *cough* Cough*...!!



Can you whistle: After i put a bird in my mouth



Cross your eyes: Oki



Walk with your toes curled: Sure...mmmm




Do you believe there is life on other planets: You



Do you believe in miracles: Ow yea i do



Do you believe in magic: YES! ;D



Love at first sight: Anything is possible



Do you believe in Satan: I believe in Santa



Do you believe in Santa: Big fat old man with a friggin badass beard, that's him alright...IDK



Do you know how to swim: I'm so good! i could drown!



Do you like roller coasters: What's that? <---noob here



Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality show: Which one?



Have you ever been on a plane: Yes.



Have you ever asked someone out: With friends? yea



Have you ever been to the ocean: Yepperz



Have you ever painted your nails: Someone do it for me...





THE WHATS

What is the temperature outside: HOT! It's always summer here.



What radio station do you listen to: HitZ FM (M.Y Station)



What was the last restaurant you ate at: Kak Nong (is that how it spells like?)



What was the last thing you bought: Avocado Juice



What was the last thing on TV you watched: History Channel





THE WHOS

Who was the last person you IM'd: NONE



Who was the last person you took a picture of: mmmm.... Gerard Jerome Jiniing?



Who was the last person you said I love you to: My rice





CRYING SECTION

Ever really cried your heart out: My heart is so dry



Ever cried yourself to sleep: ow yea...some dreams sure can make me cry somehow...mmmm



Ever cried on your friend's shoulder: NEVER



Ever cried over the opposite sex: nope



Do you cry when you get an injury: Not anymore



Do certain songs make you cry: mmmm...only feeling sad but never cry...mmmm





HAPPY SECTION

Are you a happy person?: Used to be very hyper, now I'm in between <.> (blame my strange mood swing)





LOOK AT ME

(look at you??)

What is your current hair color: Natural Black



CURRENTLY WEARING


What shirt are you wearing: Brown + yellow shirt



Pants: Black jeans



Shoes: Barefoot, cannot wear shoes at home or a spoon flying to my face.



Necklaces: I don't wear any. I know im suck at fashion sense...mmmm



Underwear: AAAAAHHH!! a hamster got in!





IN A BOY/GIRL


Favorite eye color: Natural color



Short or long hair: Whatever suits~





HAVE YOU EVER:

Been to jail: Nah~



Mooned someone: I did? oh shit!



Thought about suicide: No fucking way!



Laughed so hard you cried: HAHAHAHA...*cough* *cough*...*dead*



Cried in school: NEVER


Thrown up in a store: BUUARRRGGHHH....



Wanted to be a model: Not interested



Seen a dead body: Ya...mmmm



Been on drugs: Medicine, cig, coffee?



Gone skinny dipping: Me never nude...





THIS OR THAT:



Pepsi or Coke: Or



McDonald's or Burger King: KFC



Single or Group Dates: Loner



Chocolate or Vanilla: Both =D



Strawberries or Blueberries: Avocadoberry



Meat or Veggies: BOTH ;D



TV or Movie: Movie



Guitar or Drums: BOTH



Adidas or Nike: The 'I don't care' brand.



Chinese or Mexican: Fusion


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Unlawful and Neutral all tha way~

I was bored so i play this game call 'character alignment', i played it in facebook, so yeah you can find it in there when you type those words in the search form.

This is the result i got when im in a good mood:

Chaotic-Good people are rebels and free spirits, but all-around nice people. A Chaotic-Good person acts as his conscience directs him with little regard for what others expect of him. He is kind and benevolent, a strong individualist hostile to the claims of rules, regulations, and social order. He hates it when people try to intimidate others and tell them what to do. He will actively work to bring down unjust rulers and organizations and to liberate the oppressed. A Chaotic-Good person favors change for the greater good, disdains bureaucratic organizations that get in the way of social improvement, and places a high value on personal freedom. A Chaotic-Good person responds poorly to higher authority and is distrustful of organizations. He finds lawful societies distasteful and will avoid them, often living as a nomad or hermit. The best example of a Chaotic-Good person is the benevolent rogue who steals from the rich and gives to the poor. Chaotic good combines a good heart with a free spirit.

Then i took anotha one again, carefully this time:

Called the "Undecided" or "Nature's" alignment, this alignment represents neutral on both axes, and tends not to feel strongly towards any alignment. Some neutral characters, rather than feeling undecided, are committed to a balance between the alignments. They may see good, evil, law and chaos as simply prejudices and dangerous extremes. A farmer whose only concern is to feed his family is of this alignment. Most animals, lacking the capacity for moral judgment, are of this alignment.

This time the result is getting darker (when im not in a good mood):

Chaotic neutral is called the "Anarchist" or "Free Spirit" alignment. A character of this alignment is an individualist who follows his or her own heart, shirks rules and traditions. They typically act out of self-interest, but do not specifically enjoy seeing others suffer. Many adventurers are of this alignment. An unusual subset of chaotic neutral is "strongly chaotic neutral", describing a character who behaves chaotically to the point of appearing insane. Characters of this type may regularly change their appearance and attitudes for the sake of change, and intentionally disrupt organizations for the sole reason of disrupting a lawful construct.

when i screwed some shits the result i got just plain screwed:

Neutral evil is called the "Malefactor" alignment. Characters of this alignment are typically selfish and have no qualms about turning on their allies-of-the-moment. They have no compunctions about harming others to get what they want, but neither will they go out of their way to cause carnage or mayhem when they see no direct benefit to it. An example would be an assassin, who has little regard for formal laws but does not needlessly kill. A villain of this alignment can be more dangerous than either lawful or chaotic evil characters, since he is neither bound by any sort of honor or tradition nor disorganized and pointlessly violent.

Well that was fun

=D

I used to be a Lawful Neutral person who is well...quite bureaucratic but then shiz happened and.....mmmmmmmmm

So to say, im not that type of a person who is lawful. haaah...neutral all tha way...and i got 4 alignments that often change from time to time.

"Your True Self-Revealed!!"

Well i was bored so i wanna waste some of my time playing this game called:

"Personal DNA"

Actually i saw this thing from a friend, HERE is his blog. So then this is the result i got:

"Cautious Creator"

Your imagination, confidence, willingness to explore, and appreciation of beauty make you a CREATOR.
You are independent, and you enjoy your self-sufficiency.
Defying convention, you are very innovative, and you have a vivid imagination. and something something moreZZ

mmmm...some of it might true, and mmm...I know most of you won't interested in reading someone else result unless it was yours. heh

If ya wanna try it out, you can click on the link above

Have fun~

^^

Stoicism

Being calm doesn't mean being a flat character.

I'm being quiet most of the time is not because i'm afraid to fight back or afraid of any conflict or anything that has to do with cowardice, even though you think you're right and *insert name here* is wrong, blablabla...

I used to fight back, i don't care who they are, and after that i learned from it that it's just gonna make things worse, then what is the best action then? Let go.

Let them do what they wanna do, just take care your own core moral belief system. Only control what you can control; YOURSELF.

Not everyone can do it, cuz it needs strong willpower, high intellect and emotional maturity. If you can do it, you actually have won, so be proud.

Stubbornness, arrogant, jealousy, all these bad traits can be manipulate or divert into good use actually. For example, use your stubbornness to fight any bad influences. Use your arrogant to love yourself. You can use ur jealousy to be the best version of yourself by competing with your past self.

You see, not everything that is bad is only good at being bad. It's like negative and positive charge, yin and yang, night and day, shadow and light. Realistically, not everything is black and white, we need each other to balancing the equilibrium like how the right brain needs the left brain to balance things out.

So when your parents or anyone older nag at you, don't try to fight back. Just treat it as emotional challenge, winning by letting go.

A little suffering is good for the soul.

Always remember that we are all bad men living among bad men, and only one thing that can calm us; we must agree to go easy on one another.

I don't need drugs to start hallucinating

aahh...syok pla sy lihat anak2 kucing ni bermain pastu melompat keatas paha sy dan *SHRRRRREEEETTTTTT*.......

oki that's hurt.

Smua ni anak kucing gumuk2, tapi mama dia, pnya main licak tu susu perut dia.

Stiap kali sy lihat bnda yg sekecil sekejap sedikit mcam gini ja, benda macam ni lah yang tolong redakan bad mood sy.

Recently, I start hallucinating many things; i see something painting on the wall and it's alive. Oki now i started talking weird stuff here, but had you guys ever experienced things like that? like hearing things, seeing numbers and weird symbols and painting when you're in a state of awake? It's not like im taking any drugs before. it just FUCKING happen!!

owh well, im in a very bad mood swing since that time, i think my head is about to explode with all those so many thoughts right now.

FUCK IT!! @$#%$%^&^*^%%$@#@#

Spammer gave me this question..wahaha

Go and take the question HERE

and this is mah result...mmm

>_>

1-st question. Priorities in your life:

1: PRIDE
2: FAMILY
3: LOVE
4: CAREER
5: MONEY


2-nd question:

cool implies your own personality.
cute implies personality of your partner.
dirty implies the personality of your enemies
bitter- It is how you interpret sex.
vast/wide implies your own life.


3-rd question:

carolina - Someone you will never forget.
suzie - Someone you consider your true friend.
me! (WTF) - Someone that you really love.
nobody - Your twin soul.
nobody - Someone that you will remember for the rest of your life.

You have to send this test to as many persons as your favorite number (5) and your wish will come true on the day that you recorded (friday).

A lil stuffs about me

Determine your friendship personality!

My Quiz Result: You have a good friendship personality. You don't allow friends to overwhelm you nor you dominate them. Your friendship runs on both the streets

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Are you a true friend?

My Quiz Result: You are the best example of the proverb - A friend in need is a friend indeed. Your pals are lucky to have you. You are a true friend.

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How Friendly Are You?

My Quiz Result: You tend to make good friends. You tend to keep good relations with all and feature in their good books too.

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Do you enjoy friendships?

My Quiz Result: You do not enjoy friendships so much. You keep more to yourself and guard your personal life fiercely.

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huahaha! the last part seems to be a contrast to all of the above it! OW well I don't expect any comfort anyway.

Wrath

Nobody ever see I'm mad before, especially my friends. That is my weakness...i got anger management problem, who easily gets blow up and goes berserk.

I used to involve myself in a fight before. Actually, I don't really like fighting, if i still can get away with it, I will try my best to avoid any of it, not only avoid it but also try to find any solutions to cease it. if I can't..why not? Just PUNCH la.

Now I'm a passive anger type of a person. I don't blow outward like old times but instead inward which is much difficult to know whether i'm angry or not at that time, im just gonna give you a smile painted on my face while clenching my fist and teeth. (but my face is readable haha)

Actually....it's confusing you know; i got excited, then something triggering me and goes BOOMM!! WADDAFUCK JUST HAPPENED?? i don't get why im mad? i don't get why i'm happy at the fucking same time as well??

Sometimes i just go talk to myself or find peace from being in solitude or smoke or go for a drink (yes i'm a smoker and an alcoholic) to calm myself.